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Add new post "After the Silence". Update content schema to use
pubDate and include tags (default empty). Update blog listing,
post page and start page to use pubDate, render tag lists, and
compute/show up to two related posts by tag overlap. Misc
formatting and small display tweaks.
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title: "Love Without Access"
date: 2026-03-01
description: "A reflection on a first love — what it meant, what it cost, and why distance was the most loving thing left."
description: "A reflection on a first love - what it meant, what it cost, and why distance was the most loving thing left."
pubDate: 2026-03-01
tags: ["love", "reflection", "healing", "relationships", "personal"]
---
*by LATTE*
@@ -16,7 +17,7 @@ Power and surrender that were, underneath it all, just different shapes of trust
This isn't a story about blame.
And it's not a story about anger.
It's a story about something that stayed real
It's a story about something that stayed real...
even after it stopped being reachable.
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We were friends first.
Maybe that's what made it so deep. It didn't explode into existence it grew. Slowly. Safely.
Maybe that's what made it so deep. It didn't explode into existence - it grew. Slowly. Safely.
From gaming together to talking for hours.
From talking to tension.
From tension to touch.
@@ -75,7 +76,7 @@ Silence.
"I don't feel it anymore."
And something in me went very quiet and very loud at the same time.
And something in me went very quiet - and very loud - at the same time.
Because I could still feel myself holding on.
And carrying someone who no longer carries back
@@ -98,7 +99,7 @@ But no longer together.
A body that says yes.
Words that say no.
That contradiction doesn't just hurt emotionally it destabilizes you.
That contradiction doesn't just hurt emotionally - it destabilizes you.
Hope becomes a reflex.
And every time hope collapses, you fracture a little with it.
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## On Being Replaced
Yes he found someone new quickly.
Yes - he found someone new quickly.
That hurt.
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## For You
If you ever read this
If you ever read this -
I want you to know that what we had was real to me.
Not experimental. Not temporary. Not a placeholder.
@@ -243,7 +244,7 @@ Trying. Failing. Adjusting.
Discovering what intimacy meant.
Discovering what we meant.
You weren't just someone who entered my life
You weren't just someone who entered my life -
you were part of my becoming.
That matters.
@@ -262,7 +263,7 @@ I was trying to hold something I didn't yet know how to let go of.
But even then, I wasn't against you.
I saw you as someone struggling not someone malicious.
I saw you as someone struggling - not someone malicious.
There were moments when you softened completely with me.
Moments where you rested your full weight without guarding yourself.
@@ -295,7 +296,7 @@ It changes shape.
It becomes quieter.
It becomes something I carry instead of something I reach for.
And yes I'm going to be a little playful about it:
And yes - I'm going to be a little playful about it:
You're on my website. Do you get that?
@@ -333,4 +334,4 @@ to be worthy of being held.
The wolf in me was never meant to become smaller.
Only to find the right pack.
LATTE
- LATTE