From 445552f08449594372d86f77f73a4011806289aa Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: latte Date: Tue, 14 Apr 2026 18:41:22 +0200 Subject: [PATCH] added something to it --- src/content/blog/one-pair-hands.md | 30 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++- 1 file changed, 29 insertions(+), 1 deletion(-) diff --git a/src/content/blog/one-pair-hands.md b/src/content/blog/one-pair-hands.md index 4ffd678..3847fca 100644 --- a/src/content/blog/one-pair-hands.md +++ b/src/content/blog/one-pair-hands.md @@ -232,6 +232,34 @@ Even when there is no space for it. --- +## Maybe I am wrong + +Sometimes I think maybe I am just reading it all wrong. + +Maybe it is not that busy. +Maybe other people handle this without blinking and I am just not built for it. +Maybe the tickets are manageable and I am the problem. +Maybe the grief is taking longer than it should. +Maybe the feelings I cannot place are not real, just noise. +Maybe I am too sensitive, too tired too quickly, too much. + +That thought visits a lot. + +And I never fully know what to do with it. + +Because if I am wrong about all of it, then what I am feeling is just a me-problem. +Something to fix. Something to push through. Something to not mention. + +But then I look at the list. +The actual list of what I do every day, alone. +And I think, no. + +No, I do not think I am reading this wrong. + +I think I am just someone who has learned to doubt their own weight before anyone else gets the chance to. + +--- + ## What I do instead of falling apart I let it pass over me. @@ -318,4 +346,4 @@ And I hope, I really hope, that is enough. --- *some things do not have a clean exit code.* -*sometimes you just let the process run.* \ No newline at end of file +*sometimes you just let the process run.*